he's been screaming at me again. i have been writing a bunch of it down in a purchase book, because i feel like i should be paid fir my emotional pain.
every week it's the same old horseshit and i am tired of it. i told him the next time he says "go" to me he will regret it. i am really fkn sick of being barked at.
he griefs me over random internet frens saying high when i have a public chat on my vods. that is really unfair and can be compared to telling me that i can't go to the grocery store nor wave at passers-by. it is abusive, and i have the psychological articles to back it up.
Warning signs of isolation.once i am in a foul mood, then he will come and say he wants to bury the hatchet, but for years i tried to let things go and move past them, and all i got was walked on like a doormat. well i am like a board of nails now.
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